tarrincurtis’ blog

Do friends tell each other “I love you baby”? Do friends tongue kiss each other when no ones looking? Or are friends suppose to play it mutual and be there for each other when the time is right? U know its funny, I been thinking about that friendship shit we on and its kind of crazy plus I don’t get it. I didn’t know friends was suppose to cuddle in the bed and hold each other until one or the other went to sleep. I didn’t know friends was suppose to wake each other up in the middle of the night because they want to fuck. I didn’t know friends was suppose to admit there love for each other and tell each other “no matter what happens im going to always be here for you”. I thought friends played cards, and watch the game together. I didn’t know friends was suppose to fuck each other and try to be in a close relationship with one another. Are we still friends because nobody can fuck you like I do? Or are we still friends because we don’t want to see one or the other with somebody else? Why is it when you tell me you love me I know you mean it? Not like when my mother tells me she loves me, but like when a girl tells her boyfriend she loves him and vice versa? Why is it when were with our friends and we try to avoid each other like you didn’t see me walk right by you, but 3 minutes later I get a text from you saying “WHY THE HELL YOU AINT SPOKE WHEN YOU SAW ME?????” These games we play are silly. Why must we continue to do this? Is it because you don’t trust me, you really only want me as a friend, you can take another heartbreak from me again, or are you afraid of what our friends would say? Should it really matter that we have our rebound friends on the side? Would it bother you to know that Im spending time with someone else? Or would it be all good because were just friends?

You told me it was all good when I told you I had other friends! So why would you get mad when you saw one of my female chicks riding in my car? I thought we was friends, what is the issue? If we was together like I preferred, then we wouldn’t be having this conversation. So now your mad? You have nothing to say to me? What if I kissed you would that make things better? What if I licked on your neck then your ear would you start to get horny? What if I took off your shirt and licked on your nipples would you tell me to stop? What if I lift up your skirt and slid your thong off would you buck on me? Would you be mad if I stuck my tongue in your cat and licked it till your legs squeezed my neck? Or would we be back to square 1 after we fucked? You laying in my arms you telling me how much you appreciate me. You telling me you love me and you’ll never leave me. Should I really be thinking to myself, “do she really love me? Or does she love my dick? Or should I believe her and fall asleep? That’s the many fazes of having a friend with benefits….aka fuck friend. You never know what to expect. Is this type of love dangerous? Or seductive in a special way?……cOoL

Before I fucked you, I laid the rules down to you. Im not ready for a relationship only a friend that I could call my baby. Before I fucked you, I told you I needed someone to chill with, someone I could hang with or maybe go to the movies with. Before I fucked you, you told me you don’t fall for niggas easily. It would take a lot of hard work and dedication to make me fall in love with you. Before I fucked you, I told you im nothing like those other niggas. I never try I just do it, eventually you’ll tell me you love me if not this week maybe next week. Before I fucked you I showed you how nice and charming I could be, never mind what you heard about me, take notes and see the real side of me. Before I fucked you, we would chill from sun up to sun down just laughing, joking, and playing. Before I fucked you, I tongue kissed you outside under the stars. You told me “ that was the most romantic thing a guy has ever done for me. Before I fucked you, we would talk all day. Late night conversations until one of us got tired and couldn’t stay awake. Before I fucked you, we would kiss and do a little foreplay, and every time I went for those panties you would tell me “Im not ready! We cant do this on the first date.” Before I fucked you, we would write love notes and poems to each other expressing our feelings for each other. He loves me, He loves me not was running deep in your head…”I just cant figure this nigga out.“ Before I fucked you, you told me your not suppose to catch feelings for me this early. Before I fucked you, you would express the way you felt with dedicated love songs and greetings cards saying how much you miss me. Before I fucked you, you would whisper in my ear how bad you want to do me. But when it came down to it you would back away from it and tell me “Im afraid to get another broken heart“. Before I fucked you, you would call me your best bud, best friend, friends till the end. You could tell me any and everything. You trusted me with your life all of your secrets were safe and tucked away deep inside my heart. Before I fucked you, you was looking at me in a marriage way. Saying to yourself “He might be the one, I could see him having my baby one day.”  Before I fucked you we went out on another date. We walked on the beach holding hands like boyfriend and girlfriend. As we was walking I whispered in your ear….”I love you with all my heart, I never want you to leave my side.” Later on that night we went to my house and I fucked you giving you the deep for hours. I must admit it the best. That pussy in my mouth had me thinking about going in for seconds. After we fucked you laid on my chest and told me you love me. I kissed those soft lips and said…“you only love my dick.” Now im fucking her on a daily basics Monday thru Friday three times a day. After I fucked her so many times the pussy started to bore me. I need to find a new friend in my life, a new chick to call baby. After I fucked her I slowly but surely stop talking to her. She’s blowing up my phone wondering why I don’t call or talk to her anymore. I made up an excuse like…”my phone was cut off or I lost your number“, but secretly im just tired of fucking the same old pussy I need something new to entertain me with a body like Megan Good. After I fucked her, her heart was broken. She done put her trust into another nigga only to get played like the last nigga done her. After I fucked her she cut all her hair off and grow dreads. Two gold teeth in her mouth…. I heard the bitch went gay. How could a beautiful, sexy, cute girl change her life style up all because of a nigga? Im not a women, but I think that dick would make a women do strange and mysterious things. Once again aint no tags on this bitch! If you get it then you get it if you don’t….oh well.